Friday Confessional

I confess… 
I am stuck in a funk of late.  That one I get in when things just are not going according to my imperfect little plans, and when things are falling apart around me.  I go in my shell at that point but I’m really pushing hard NOT to drop into that shell this time around.  Nothing gets done.  Regrouping is a good thing, no doubt, but I need to keep my focus.

I confess… 
I really need to address the chipped polish on my piggies.  I’ve had the remnants of black there for sometime but I am just too lazy to bother with it.  And I am not kidding when I say remnants.

I confess… 
The weight of the world came off my shoulders as I brain stormed with my sister about ideas for folks for Christmas this year.  Inexpensive, handmade or otherwise put together by hand will be what most will get and I love the ideas!  Blogging about cutting back and doing things to make a difference yesterday really helped me to refocus!

I confess… 
I giggle still when I feed my chickens and live stock on my farm in Farmville2 and they poop out wool, eggs, milk, cheese, horse shoes and saddles.  🙂

I confess… 
American Horror Story is beyond my limits of creepy. Cannot keep watching that one.  Not sure I can handle 666 Park Avenue either.  It has just gotten entirely too bizarre and creepy!

I confess… 
I am less than excited that the hot flashes are back.  This getting older stuff is not a good time.  I still act and most days feel like I’m 21, why in the world must my body not keep up??

I confess… 
I have a “Purple Cow” plan for my Avon business.  Brace yourself locals, that lady in the pink cowboy hat adorned with a black feather boa hanging down the back like a pony tail, with pink hair, wearing pink and black, pulling a shopping cart like old ladies use full of bright pink boxes, would be me!  Doing what I can to draw total attention to myself as unique, fun and well I need to make more money!!!

I confess… 
While I continue to build my business I am going to school to get my STNA (nurses aide) certification next month.  I need the money for a while, not making it fast enough and want my student loans paid off.  Temporarily but it will help so I can have health insurance again too.

I confess… 
I don’t usually write deep or insightful posts like yesterday’s often, but that is because this is my therapy, writing.  And I prefer to keep things light most of the time.  But once in a while if you go back through posts you will stumble on one of those moments like yesterday when I just open the flood gates.