I didn’t get up and go to church today, but that is because I had something to do that I felt needed to be done.
I have not made it to church for a month and a half, but don’t assume anything simply because I am not there.
Sometimes when the cards are down or things have been difficult, I withdraw for a while, it is how I cope. Don’t assume the worst.
Just because I’m not sitting in a pew doesn’t mean I am not in the Word, or in prayer on a regular basis.
Yes, sometimes I compare my life to the lyrics of songs NOT by the Christian artists, that is because in trying to express myself at the moment, P!nk has it more on than Jason Gray. Using the lyrics to try to bring across where I am or was or what I am feeling is NOT promoting the artist, it is about the words of the song and how they spoke to ME.
You know nothing about what is in my heart.
When you have walked a mile in my shoes, then you can feel free to point out the things in my life that need work. The Lord is working on many areas, just not the ones you seem to have issues with, but trust me, He is at work and there is plenty of it to work on.
Do not judge me.